here and now

I am figuring out exactly where I am right now

I am in a place of observation of my life

not the past or the future

but the now

getting hold of the moment makes a lot of other things fall away

and it is a strange place to be

it feels safe


but new at the same time

it feels powerful

like I can do anything now

but why would I

not why in a hopeless way

why in a fulfilled way

which can give me time to observe

I can take risks knowing that I won’t fall back into shame

or delude myself that I have finally reached perfection

the age old trap

I see myself breaking chains

that used to break me

here I am

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