I am figuring out exactly where I am right now
I am in a place of observation of my life
not the past or the future
but the now
getting hold of the moment makes a lot of other things fall away
and it is a strange place to be
it feels safe
peaceful
but new at the same time
it feels powerful
like I can do anything now
but why would I
not why in a hopeless way
why in a fulfilled way
which can give me time to observe
I can take risks knowing that I won’t fall back into shame
or delude myself that I have finally reached perfection
the age old trap
I see myself breaking chains
that used to break me
here I am
